jeslynn-*

2008-02-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

i have a shoe fetish.
i love buying shoes.

2008-02-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

flowers and pictures from fat!

audrey gave me a sunflower,rose,sticker,card,cookies.

flowers from the two laurens.

bag full of sweets from shir!

cookies from evadne!

the fluffy thing is damn fun. i think sharon had a hard time doing that but krystal destroyed it.as usual.

2007-11-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

game plan is nicer dan bee movie.
and i bought another tamiya model to build.
the New Beetle and it is cheaper dan the 1966 model.
i still have got the last part of the 1966 model left to finish on.
and i ordered a volkswagen bus model.
tamiya doesnt produce, must ship.
yes, im crazy.

an i still wanna go shopping.
now still working at 219.
dont think willwork elsewhere unless... shouldnt be no unless.
i'll be dumb to change jobs.

where got ppl work got boss drive you to the shop from your doorstep and send you back home?
where got ppl work breakfast, lunch and dinner provided?
somemore work can sit down and use com and chop ppl.

i cant wait to go overseas.
num has new slippers coming.
im gna get new slippers.

2007-10-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
i'm not dead, and im getting promoted to j2 next year which is hopefully good.
jc is really gna be he worst 2 years of my life. im still at justin's house, went to work today.

pw op on tuesday. im not prepared yet.
and there's chinese a'lvl on monday. uugh, i think it's damn waste time.

been eating alot lately. with evadne.
haha, evadne still say want to diet. forget it evadne!

can speak hokkien and chinese and are good at it means ah lian meh?
at least ppl like that dont act class wad.

OH! i bought a tamiya volkswagen beetle, the 1966 model to build. im already more than halfway through. super happy! i wanna build the volkswagen bus! it shall be in red and cream!!!
i feel like a man.
you cant expect me to play with barbie and play house right?

watched the saw 4 trailer just now at the shop with justin's cousin.
damn sick luh, the autopsy of puzzle or whoever he is.
they took out the brains and the inside. cool and sick.
better dan csi.

i wanna get a guinea pig!
and i shall brainwash krystal to buy one.

*getaguineapigkrystalcositscuteandfurryandcuddlygetaguineapiggetaguineapiggetaguineapig*

i saw two super cute maltese ytd at the pet shop near 219 ytd! and two husky, 5 rabbits, 2 fatty hamsters.

miss my ah de :(

ok, bye.

2007-09-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

h2 exams are over!
h1 is on thursday!
plenty of time to slack.

stupid chinese was after econs, left me with little time and will to study math on the next day.
somemore econs was like 2.5 hours, chinese was 3 h 15 min.
idiot.
and everyone was cheating like mad for ne exam.
so dumb luh, they asked one qn which was like where did david beckham moved to.
lame shit.

math paper to me was easier dan mid yr. which anyone who hears me say will promptly say im mad.
i already say to me le wad.
i'll get higher for promo dan mid year, perhaps.

buahaha.

i see no point in worrying about being able to promote or not only after the h2 exams.
i mean if you really want to worry, you should worry before the exams.
cos then, you will work hard, study more seriously and slack less wad.
after exams should celebrate.
which is wad im gna do.

our pw group got an interview with Jack Neo!
yayness!
on the 8th of oct we are gg to his office!
super excited can!
not everyone can get to interview their groundbreaker ok!

hamilton won today!
it was raining and the best part was that alonso crashed!
orbi good.
the ending for massa was damn hilarious, cut here cut there in the end 6th position.
the 1st runner up is some unknown-unheard racer from renault i think.
hamilton is gg to win the championship!
i just know.

im so gg to save up now so i can get my dream car.
volkswagen beetle!
vintage also not bad.
hehe.

i cant wait for promos to be over.

ok, bye.

2007-09-25T14:20:00.000+08:00

Tml promos will reeeeaaaallly start.
ok, im dead.

i finished studying geog but i still cannot rmb alot of stuff.
after promos, im gna pig out, watch tv till my brains ooze out of my ears, shop till im broke.
yada-yada.
thats wad i always say.
every year.
then all i do is either stay at home, go to justin's house or to 219.
i miss ah de.
maybe i'll get something furry after promos.
something that'll live longer.

2007-09-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

uugh.
im so dead.
The Promotional Examinations are here.
just had GP paper on friday.
i think my essay really reflected my maturity level.
and a hell lot of ppl screwed up their paper two.
me included.

all i've done so far for my revision is geog.
i havent touched maths and econs.
gna die.

i dint realise that economic geog was so easy, at least way easier that physical geog even though i took like one effective day to finish my physical geog. i scanned through physical geog with my super-sonic eyes and defective brain.

remember the previous post on my slower brain?
all thanks to using the handphone every night.

im so dead for math.
i got 28.5 for mid years,
and i have no sense of shame to post it up here.

i wanna have a guinea pig, hamster, dog, a jar of ladybirds, a beetle(as in car), and a manificent goby.

tml im going to study hard. im serious.
ok,bye.

2007-09-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

http://news.yahoo.com/s/pcworld/20070919/tc_pcworld/137318

omg, i've got a slower brain.

2007-09-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

i swear i'll study, really.

just finished written report two days back.
i was damn happy when it was submitted.
and guess wad, we got an interview with jack neo!
complete yayness!
and ziling stayed up till three to finish the editting can.
dan after that she fell even more sick
uugh.
everyone worked real hard for that stupid report.
and ours was not so bad. it had like 2972 words and lots of generation of ideas, i hope.
haha.
and at least our group dint had politics.

the political scene in 1T08 of the Catholic Junior College is getting more and more dramatic and the situation is going through a process of intensification with the scores, plankton: -infinity; the class: +infinity and beyond!(think Buzz Lightyear)

every teacher that comes into our class is sadly tormented by the crossfires. esp these few days where tensions are high with the impending doom and demise of 1t08, with ppl still blogging and doing whatnot when they are actually supposed to study for The Promotional Examninations.

i really wonder how a human being can convert to such a notorious, obnoxious Thing.
seriously. everything that comes out from Plankton's mouth is foul and absolutely unpleasing to the ears.
i cant help but comment and bitch about it.

God Bless Us All.
Amen.

no god for me, so, uugh.

ok, bye.

2007-08-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

i pon sch today just to stay at home.
im the world's greatest loser.
i slpt teill eleven, dan i proceeded to stone on my bed till twelve, watched tv till 3, stone abit more and came over to justin's house.
today is the best day of the week.

and! my b'day is coming!
super happy.

one year is damn fast.

2007-08-24T08:45:00.000+08:00

im in sch. im supposed to be doing pw. lit review.
im sorry ziling,shirleen and joanna.
my brain is not working.
ytd ziling dint come sch, today it's krystal.
and theres a virus gg round.
the virus is: PIONG.
it is a new virus that has been discovered by the class of 1t08.
we are smart.

justin moved house already.
now the house is damn big and i have to climb the stupid stairs
i dont like.
hope thay have an elevator soon.
haha.
ok, not funny.

i've absolutely no life nowasdays.
interact installation just ended and so has my life.

i miss nc terribly.
i smsed cheryl that day cos i saw that thing which used to be her ex.
haha
and guess wad! one of our juniors at nc got pregnant!
shes like only in sec 3.
omg.
kids are growing up too quickly.
like, how bout the baby?
irresponsible ppl.

promos coming up in 29 days or so.
havent really started studying.
the year just zoomed past.

life is boring.
im gg for econs test already.

ok, bye.

2007-08-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

freaking emo-ded now.
uugh!

tough day.

enough meanieness.
its ziling's birthday on fri and that girl doesnt want it to come! melody tricked me today! apparently her birthday is on jan but she told me her birthday is tml. i feel so gullible. today we went to sch for GP test and PW only. and we finally completed our survey! we r kinda slow. but oh well, there's no other group i'd rather be.

our paint a bin thingy got top 8 in the whole sch! hee hee hee. and bcos of that we have to come up with a skit. in the end it's krystal the super enthu smelly doing. with lauren. smelly was the designer, contributed abit to the painting process. i wonder if she has any special affinity with dustbins. maye, smelly= rubbish which you put in the bin! anyway, she's good bcos of her random nonsense. lauren, smelly, ziling and me were in class after sch today to come up w the skit. we were more like trying to humiliate ppl luh. super funny. it seems like there was alot of ppl who wanted to do skit and wrote their names down. but in the end only lauren own up. so pissed luh. lazy bums.

i feel so lifeless.

ok, bye bye.

2007-07-28T16:29:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ylw7WVS9r4g

this is smelly, brushing her teeth with malt candy.
enjoy.

2007-07-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

hehe.
i've been so lazy lately!

anyway, im gna go watch harry potter tml!!
yea!
with justin, krystal and her twin sister hannah.
YES!

i wonder which one is the evil twin, krystal or hannah.

krystal is crapps.
tyco crapps.
today geog lesson chris tay was making ppl stand for the sake of standing.
everyone he called upon had to stand becos their ans was wrong.
only krystal, who was picked not only once, but TWICE.
and she managed to crap her way thru.
wth, she's a convincing crapper.

she made me laugh for two hours on monday and now im suffering from stomach cramp.
my butt hurts too. wonder why.

tml's our anniversary!
16th months!
haha.
we are faithful ppl.

today had interact meeting.
uugh. dunn wanna talk bout it.
too boring.

hanging out too much with evadne and krystal is making me more and more nonsensical.
haha
i hope in a good way.
and tml i'll get to sit with my fav seatmate ziling again!
we were only separated for two days and we missed each other so much already!
im so irresistable.
uugh.

oh oh oh.
went to subway and gelare with evadne and shannon ytd.
heee!
waffle half price on tue!
cheap cheap!
went back to sch after that to wait for justin to end sch.

ok, happy 16th anniversary to dear and myself in advance.
byebye.

2007-06-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

i realised i was supposed to post some pics like one month ago and dan i forgot.
haha.
it was about the sports carnival and some other things after it.
hee. and the midsummer night's dream.
somethings wrong with my uploading leh.
always got error de.
irritating.

just finished my mid years.
i screwed up big time.
i studied, i mugged, but i did phy geog like two days before and the day of the exam i couldnt rmb anything.
practiced all the maths tutorial in the end test paper like abstract art liddat. catch no ball one.
dan for econs, it's half half. i stupidly went with my stupid gut feelings and studied the wrong stuff.
suay:(
everyone did luh.
but after this we'll know who's the closet muggers.
lol.
they are darn irritating can.
dont like.

today i went to watch transformers with justin, evadne and shannon!
haha.
it's a FREAKING nice show!
i like!
i wanna go buy the toys!
i want!

i saw a nice bikini in num today.$180!
ex ah.
pok ah.

went to sakae after the movie. supposed to go to wheelock but not enuff time so we went to hereen de.
darn lousy.
i kept on harassing the manager for table seats.
in the end we got it!
haha

evadne darn funny can.
she's hilarious!
she bit her tongue dan she asked me if it'll hurt when she showers.
nonsensical.
dan we had ice cream mochi.
shannon got the lychee one and we got the peach one.
it was like covered with flour and the lychee one was red, ours was white.
evadne tried shannon's one and she was like, "oooo, lychee, how does lychee taste like?"
crap right?
and she mixed up lychee with longan and rambutan.
justin told her rambutan got hair, lychee is the one tt shaved.
another nonsensical one.

i desperately need to go shopping.
i dont have any more old new clothes to wear any more.
tt day i went out with shiyi!
haha.
we just slacked around.
tt girl left her hp in the cab but she thot she left it at home.
damn power right.
lol.
dan we went to her house to get it,
the cab uncle very nice!
he returned the phone to shiyi's father who was at home.
we went to meet justin and watched fantastic four!

went to watch pirates a few weeks back but i dint really understood the thing.
but its still nice.
ms betsy teo said before that nice is an empty word.

i'm gna freaking have a'lvl's this tues!
chi oral!
uugh.
i havent went back to nc for my cheque and plaque.

went to be tour guide for some indian interactors on the 11 and 15 of june.
on the 15 i went to the national museum for the first time.
haha.
it was not bad.
the living gallery was quite cool.
we had like an electronic companion to bring us around.
met a few really nice rotary club members!

i wanna get a new pencilcase.
im so sick of mine.
its so common.

I MISS EVERYONE FROM NCHS SO MUCH!

justin's friend thaddeus passed away on the 24th of june.
it's so sudden and shocking.
hope he's somewhere happier.

ok, byebye.

2007-05-30T12:37:00.000+08:00

dont you think my green cbox looks ridiculous with my orange skin?
ridiculously nice....
HAHA!

i'll change it soon i swear!
ok, shiyi?
hehe....

i've just started holiday-ing.
but still have to go back for extra lessons.
dan there's interact club.
did i mention im in interact club?
it's this club that goes out to do cip.
haha.
quite fun luh.
and im attached to AWWA.
the class im assigned to is fun!

i missed everyone from nchs so much!!!
i got highest in level for combined humans!
so shocking!
but i dint go back for e prize ceremony!
i had h1 exams!
and i bloody screwed it up!
how?

i went to trim my hair ytd.
so fun.
i shall be hardworking and blow my hair properly the next time.
ytd the woman at supercuts helped me blow and i realised my hair is not that bad afterall.

h2 exams are gna start when sch reopens!
uugh!

i've been coughing for 4 weeks!
irritating!
im the only one in my class that has not taken napfa!
jialat.
cos i keep on mc-ing.

i wanna go out with everyone soon!

i shall post more pics.

2007-05-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

this is the purse i wanted for so long!

thanks justin!

my class tee, for sports day!

see krystal's face, so weird.

new hair accessory

audrey's cow

melody doing her jiggly puff song.

my teddy bear earrings, so sad i couldnt get the giraffe's one..

the bear earring torturer.

lifting weights

male and female.

ouch.

ugly mac's ice cream.

ugly smiley mac's ice cream

the short un' playing his game

looks like reflection on river right?

limelight stealer

interact meeting, so slack!

kien injured his middle finger!

mark li

project work period.

ziling!! me!

he's communicating with my nui.=x

krystal's artwork!

sakae sushi.

2007-04-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

this short little guy took this pic himself.

looks like the future scholar.

my new specs (:

sarah's hairclip!

patrick on blutack

THE 1T08's movie.planktonizing into cinemas 20th april.

our facils! denise and marvin(lurking at the left corner)

krystal(left) and ziling(right-my new seatmate)!

justin!me!

sarah! my left seatmate!

audrey gave me the ladybird magnet. aint it cute?

2007-03-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

i finally snipped my hair off.
its more like a bob now.
sat in supercuts for nearly 4 hours, freaking sian.
thank god got justin pei, but he also damn sian.
not bad ler, from waiting for ten mins to four hours till he starts losing it.

celebrated our anniversary on monday.
watched pursuit of happyness.
its nice.

i've been posted to cjc.
its fun.
and coincidentally, i got into the same ig as justin.
and his friend shufei, she very very enthu.
hahaas.
went tp PA,we had this game/competition that the grp with the representative covered with the most foam shall win.
and the foam comes from the grp member's hair.
they had to 'shampoo' their hair to make foam.
and guess wad, i was the one lying on the floor covered by foam.
i smelt dog smell as i was lying there, freaking er xin.
and justin's classmate, nicholas had yellowish foam.
ew.
i felt freaking soapish, and all the water from the foam seep thru everything.

and the sliding game.
they had this huge plastic sheet smeared with detergent and we were supposed to run and slide on it to 'bowl' down the facils at the end.
damn fun.=)

i can imagine how much fun ppl are gna have at ny.
none.

cjc only has yiqi, aisah and me from nc.
dominic came to appeal.
he was posted to SA.
ppl dying to go out, ppl dying to come in.

omg, i miss everyone from nc!
i wanna go back.

bridging lessons are darn tiring. we learnt what the 1st intake ppl learn for ten weeks in two hours.
uugh.

im gna make contacts.

i wanna go shopping.

i dun wana study.

i wanna watch csi for ever and ever.

byeeee.

2006-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

good luck for ur O level dear!

jus<3

2006-10-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

happy 7th month dear!

i love you.
and will always do.
<3

2006-10-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

2006-09-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

it's so difficult to blog.
i'm so lazy to type.
uugh.
prelims over le.
and lets not talk about it anymore.

i'm gna have to go to the esplanade to watch some ballet performance for kids.
oh my.

celebrated some chinese event in sku today.
fei e ben yue.
the celebration was excessively loud.
as if i dont get tortured enuff in class by seah and tweety bird.

cann u believe it?
hady won.
uugh.
why not leong?
uugh.
i hate singapore idol.
not like as if taufik received alot of cheers during his performance.
seems like singaporeans has had forgotten him.

it really pisses me off when ppl take other ppl's stuff without even having the courtesy to ask or to say thanks.
what are they?
barbarians?
just becos they think the world revolves aroud them means that i'll think that way too.
some ppl's behaviour,attitude and character are just seriously appalling.
it's a wonder they are classified as fellow humans.
arent they apes?
donkeys?
yea sure, i wont let them spoil my day.
it's just so hard having to put up with other ppl's atrocious behaviour.
totally obnoxious.

if ppl are talking directly to you, it means they are talking to you la.
dont pretend they dont exist.

i saw a really pretty girl at bk today.
she's so cute cann.
omg.
she's about two years old.
when i smile at her she gave me a toothless grin.
so ke ai....

over the period i dint blog.
i got a stussy jacket by justin and his dad for my b'dae prezzie.
the one i wore for my prelims.
absolutely love it.
thanks!
hehe.

shiyi gave me the top i said i wanted but int get and the red necklace i wanted but couldnt find.
thanks dear! :)

bel gave me a bunch of i dunno what flowers that made me sneeze my nose off.
thanks bel!

for all the little things that means biggie to me,
thanks dancers, kiddies and fellow slackers!

i got my adilibra trainers.
finally!

hahahahaha.
shopping makes me real happy.

justin somehow got the idea of making the quaaac sound.
he made me laugh.
he did it to ben.
ben laughed.
and ben learned how to do it too.
ben do darn cute.
i made him do it alot of times le.
my little entertainer.
=)

imagine life without mugging.
imagine if the sky rains money in thousand dollar notes.
imagine theres no barbarians.
imagine being happy 24/7

wouldnt life be boring?

heh.

ciao.
i <3 bug-juice

2006-09-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

wah.sian.
next week jiu prelims le.
aaaahhhhhhh.
and i havent started studying yet cann.
omg.
the books are all in front of me.
uugh.
a child's nitemare.

i've watched barnyard and monster house le..
monster house is not bad.

i want ben and jerry's.
and justin just put the stupid yellow beanbag on my head.
it is full of his saliva and ben's.
ben's i dont mind.
his...uughhh..

wahahahaaas.
justin got me the cream, purple sweater from stussy for my b'dae.
nv gv me time to consider.
still got the red and brown de.
and i saw a pretty red sweater at armani ytd.
so nice cann.
aaahhhh.
and i m trying to save up for that adidas trainers.
$109!!
ahhhh!
i wanna be fucking rich la.

bye.

2006-08-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

ben gave me two kisses today..
muahahaas.

he gave justin one on his ass.
cos thats the max he can reach with justin standing up.
and another on the neck.

2 kisses.
(=

2006-08-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

2006-07-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

wahahaaas.
i'm such a slacker.
booos.

common test dan prelim dan o's.
dan, finally,i'll leave nchs and all the losers for good.
ain't life beautiful?
but, now i can say this, but later on, when we're really going to leave, i tink i'll just bawl my eyes out.
hahaas.

contradiction.
tsktsk.
eh, there's some doubts i have to clear.
i said i have to.
but i dint say i will.
=)

oh ya, speaking bout contradiction,
i sure hell noe one contradicting, deluded bitch.
not only is she contradicting, she's juvenile, stupid and ugly.
you noe who im talking about.
firstly,she's juvenile enough to tag me.
exactly how old is she?
three?

secondly, she's contradicting.
on SOMEONE else's friendster she sent me,
fuck off, sucker.
btw, sucker is such a retro word.
dan, as if life wasnt tedious enough,
she goes on to that SOMEONE else's msn and wrote the nick,
i love you __baobei jie.
hahaas,i do have my way of finding out tho im usually dead online.
how can the same person,other else dan her can convert hate to love in a matter of one day?
strange.

dont ever think you're too great for someone else.
reflect before you start chewing his head off.
everyone has their limits.
step over the line, dont ever regret.
i have ABSOLUTELY no sympathy for you.
neither am i bothered.

i suggest you stop using the 'i cry, he'll relent' method,
becos thats so retro too.
it is not love when there's no basic trust.

and do not bother to apologise becos, you deluded moron, i will not accept.
i am wronged, maligned and humiliated on my blog and throughout the level.
dont you ever think that you can manipulate me,
muahahaas.

you fucker.
watch your back.
oh ya, feel free to tagg.
*huggs*

do i sound like a hypocrite?
do you tink i care?

i've just wasted my precious life blogging bout someone who's not worth my time.

god pluuuueeezzzeee bless me.
for im such a mean girl.
=)

2006-07-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

2006-07-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

AMAZED//LONESTAR

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me

You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

2006-07-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm finally online.

hehehehehe.

school starts three weeks i pon two days le.
zai hor.
and if the chickenpox scare is real than it would be another two weeks.
i seriously hate school la.
nearly everyday oso have a/maths remedial.
and it starts real late.
and it ends even more late.

i only attend history and maths remedial.
can pon the rest de la.
no one cares.

six more weeks to common test.

oh ya, i still wonder why some ppl are so ashamed bout their names.
maybe they've got awful names.
oh well, wadever.

i missed -wadever.
uugh.
hahaas

today my fingertips turned purple.
it was scary and it was cold.

bout four weeks ago there was a big hooha over nothing.
and i noe who caused it.
but being the nice person that i'm,
i shall not bitch.
why lower myself to other ppl's standards just for them to understand me?
low-class fuckers.

words cant describe how proud im of quek lahs.
he qualified for 100m and 200m finals!!
hahaas.
so happy cann.

i have a phobia of school.

i went out with shiyi the other day.
watched superman returns.
so nice cann.
even tho it was a bit lengthy.
superman is so cute.
he's a hunk.
took quite some photos.
but couldnt upload.
memory card is not with me!
ah!

lol.
for more pics, just visit shiyi's blog.
hehe.

i have a craving for marhmallows dripped in choc sauce and apple strudel.
thank god im eating one meal a day.
or else i'll grow freaking fat.
hunger is surpressable.

i wanna get a big sling bag la.

think i m gna change blogskin soon.
pretty soon.
maybe after the o's.
hehehe.
just joking.

chinese o'lvl listening on mon.
half hour of classical music before that.
we'll have to play survival le.
see who can outlast each other and not fall asleep.
why cant they play rock?
or stuff like dance dance?
uugh.
so orbit.

i really hate those fuckers that goes round spreading nonsense that i'll break with dear becos of other guys.
wad an insult to me cann.
there aint no other guys.
there's only justin.
fuckers can go away and fuck themselves silly.
or they could approach jw and bq for advice.
and fuckers, if you are sophiscated enough to read this,
stop insulting me behind my back just becos you losers cant get ann chia's numbers.
pluueeze.
stop being moronic.
who the hell would go for fuckers/losers like you two?
if you two were the only guys left, i tink all girls would rather turn lesbians.
unless they are bingxiang.
muahahaas.

i'm not fat and short.
i'm simply obnoxious.
=)

god bless all fuckers who thinks they are v shuai and can qualify to be players when they look like fuckers!
wahahahas.
i'm such a fucker.

i find joy in ranting nonsense that actually makes sense and making funn of ppl that look like fuckers.
they should pee on the floor and check out their reflection,
and they'll see a fucker staring straight back at them!

we wrote an essay in el class today.
and hell, it was the most plotless story i ever wrote.
there was no setting, no complications, no ending, no meaning.
i wonder what i had wrote.

bye.
till next time.

<3

2006-07-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

2006-07-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

The best feelings are those that have no words to describe them....

thx dear.

ilu <3

2006-06-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

i finally got MARLEY AND ME la..it'sbeen 6 mths since i eyed this book.
ex cann..$38.85.
but damn, i finally got it.
it's so nice, i finished it within one day plus.
the way marley[as himself], behaved was endearing, hilarious, and downright heartwarming.
he died in the end la, a pigg lyk me was reduced to tears.
a weird kinda sensation lingered, after reading the book, something bittersweet and a dull ache.

can u believe it? i got the book!
hehehehehehehe.

thoughts gg thru his overdeveloped brain:
''the tv is taller dan me. i'm bored. where's AAzel?''

entertaining?
cute.

a new model for bags?
or was the short guy trying to scare the maid?

a new model for bags?
or was dat short guy trying to scare the tv?

at justin's father's brother's hse celebrating justin's father's father's b'dae with three choc cakes and a cheesecake and a very entertaining benji.[note:benji IS not edible.neither did we stick candles up his nose]

fat, i'm freaking fat!

i'm toast.
geddit?

swimming: funn.
suntanning: flushed

2006-06-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 99 days!!

<33

2006-06-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

我的电话变落汤"机"!
dear's 妈马上买一只"机"给我。

我 <3 dear's妈。

2006-06-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

i went blading w dear.
so funn.
i had lots of funn.
it rained.
even more funn.
i had great funn.
the rainwas funn.
funnfunnfunn!!

hand in hand, we shall walk[blade=)] down this long and winding path.
<3

2006-06-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

was gna photo blog, dan i realised i dint had some pixs.
oh well.
next time.

i'm kinda confused.

wadever.
time will reveal it all.
i hope including all the answers.
for right now, i shall just do wadever dats right.

i need a new hp la.
dats quite urgent.
hahaas.

some ppl are so 'old' yet are so young at heart.
ahem.
childish.
hehe.

ppg, tom and jerry, pokemon, spongebob, elmo, cookie monster, oscar, woodywoodpecker, popeye, pinky and the brain.
love them all.

the pinky and the brain the pinky and the brain,
one is a genius, the other is insane.

pinky=genius,
brain=insane.

to take over the world.

i tink i m addicted to need for speed, most wanted now.
uugh.
it's nice crashing into other cars, roadraging and looking for police.
so funn.

i wanna watch garfield two, silent hill, just my luck, superman returns, cars, tokyo drift, da vinci code[yes, i hvnt caught it], over the hedge, benchwarmers blablablablaas.

bye.
show start liao.

ciaos~

2006-06-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

hehehe

im blogging from jus' mom's lappy.
hehs.
bo liao lar.

shopping.
=p

long time nv blog liao
dunno wad to blog.

i <3 benji.
he's hot.

shall photo-blogg soon.

i spend my life at dear's hse la.
i'm here lyk practically everyday.
muahahaas.

shopping shopping shopping.

fucking.
as quoted from dumbbird, dear, and last but not least, benji.
wahahaas.

fucking.

bye.
off to watch da chang jin.

<3

2006-05-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

i got third in class!

yayness!
nv underestimate the power of stupid ppl.
esp when they are called jeslyn tai junling.
=)

muhahaaas.
so to celebrate, i shall mugg for chi tml and the day after.
yea ryte.

i'm gg to oh chin huat farm on the..
oh no, i forgot.
hehs.

el oral in june.
god better bless me.
or else....
yes, dats a threat.

a job is wad i need now.
plus a few dozens of miracle to secure an A for chinese.
gut feeling tells me dat i'm gna get a b3 tho.
uugh.

anyways, congrats to me again.
wahahaas.
i'm a piece of tyco shit.
=)

2006-05-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

Does your name begin with:
J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relation ships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organised
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive
Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticising
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and travelling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic

Virgo

Turn ons
Virgo`s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults so if you have a Virgo partner emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.

Turn offs
Do not push a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo`s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.

VIRGO WOMAN
She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her loved ones. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrases. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman. She prefers fatherly figures for a husband or boyfriend .She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well.

She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comment her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full time as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even if she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She likes to bottle up her feelings and does not show her true emotions. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again.

If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time. Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. On a date, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

i went to study w candy today.
she's so cute larhs.

hahaas.

oh ya, you fucking bastard, dunn go round BADMOUTHING me.
and ironically, you go round spreading rumors dat i BADMOUTH ppl.
pls, ur el sux.
becos, you fucking nimcompoo,
i talk bout a person, not ppl.
geddit?
u frigging asshole.
i shall not hesitate to show my hatred.
it's not bitching, it's jux being brutally honest w myself, u and everyone around.
and why are u so concerned bout who's the source of this piece of news?
if u dare to do it, dan jux admit it.
u should noe full well dat ppl will talk.
but still, i cann only blame myself.
i was stupid enuff to confide in u bout such stuff.
i.e. a vicious character.
it was a serious misjudgement on my part.
and i fucking regret.
and i wasnt even BADMOUTHING someone to start w.
i was simply stupid, and being trusting on my stupid part,
told u bout someone who had been weird and vicious and fucking disgusting lately.
well, i m sorry if u are thick enuff to interpret it as BADMOUTHING.

too much running has made u stupid, i'm afraid.

ish, wadever.
i shall not bother myself w such mundane rubbish.
being so experienced w ppl BADMOUTHING me, bitching and backstabbing me.
not to forget fucking ingrates.
i shall from now on, use the word BADMOUTHING with relish.
is there such a word to start with?
hmmm.

=)

omg, i've momentarily transformed into the person dat i hate most.
wad a fucking bitch.

ok, enuff ranting.
for today.
i should not dedicate my blog for other ppl, like some had done.
it should be all bout me myself and i.

track tml.
i cant wait.
cann jianfei!
=))

oh ya, i wana go shopping.
i need more clothes, heels, baggs, and wadever money cann buy.

say cheese,
u'll look retarded.
<3

2006-05-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

have u ever been overwhelmed by ridiculous sadness?

maybe it was seeing ur nick.
and it made me think dat i was leaving track too.
and i dunn want to.
but somehow, it seems to be drifting further and further away.

u left the stadium without even thinking of looking back.

i'm gna bawl my eyes out when its time to really retire.

2006-05-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

long post.

JOEY MCINTYRE \\"Stay The Same"

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself,
you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize,
all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

uugh.
i've got a pounding headache since ytd.
uuugh.
i feel lyk crapp.

god noes why but i'm sick of track.
it's falling apart anyway.
i dint went for phototaking.
god noes why.

i cut my hair today.
once again, im amazed by how much hair i have.
it feels so much better now.

cann u freaking believe it?
the freaking exams are finally over.
and we are looking forward to even more exams.
the proudest of all grades i've got so far was 91 for geog la.
and i finally passed a/maths.
i've gt 65.
not good enuff.
but heck, i passed.
finally.

one more week to chi o's.
and honestly, after getting 26/50 for chi compo, i lost all faith wadsoever.
i'm devastated lar.
dunn mention it to me ever again.
or i promise i'll burst into tears and flood the low lying floodplains of bangladesh thats about 35 m above sea level and is shaped lyk a funnel.

theres track tml.
i wanna slp la.
nehneh.

i've said this a zillion times and i shall say it once again.
i wanna go shopping.

bloody bastard took my ten bucks.
i'm so broke now cann.
fucking bastard.
no matter wad u do w my ten bucks, may disaster befall u.
i sincerely curse u.
from the bottom of my black, sadistic, evilistic heartt.

@#$%*&^$%@

went to the dentist today.

sometimes, it's better to have tried dan to keep everything inside.
even if u failed, u noe at least, you've tried.
=)

i feel lyk i'm dying.
how is it possible to maintain a calm exterior when i have such turbulent, violent emotions inside?
i feel lyk i'm bursting.
i jux wanna scream and shout and kill someone.
GAH!!

fugly fuck.
i hate moodswings.

i better end here.
or i shall start ranting and theres no end to it.

ciao.

freaking bastard.
i hope u die a terrible death.
<3

2006-05-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

hahaas i went out today
watched m:i:3

hahaas
training tml
so happy can jian fei can suntann.

HAPPY 2ND MTH!!
happy b'day z!
happy b'day bel!

i wana go shopping.

byebye.
<3

2006-05-09T16:50:00.000+08:00

my brain is so dead.
hehs.

so sian.
so sian.
so sian.
so sian.

so sian.
=)

i cant wait for thursday to come.
i dont want thursday to come.
ironic.
thursday a/maths paper two.
thursday is the last day of sa1.
ironic.

tml e/maths paper die lerr la.

my brain is so dead.

i saw someone cheating.
but, since I'M SUCH A NICE PERSON.
i shall not gv a fucking hoot.
it's none of my business.
unlike somebody.
do i sound lyk somebody, using the somebody word?
i'm such a fucking, childish, bitch.
like somebody.

i'm basically a very nice person.
till circumstances force me to be mean.
=)

and one will say, "for fuck's sake, jeslyn, can u pls stop being so childish and grow up??"
and i'll answer, "i dunn give a flying fuck."
heh heh heh.

oh man.
the old crapp is back.

jeslyn is nothing.
nothing but crapps.

oh yar, i no longer feel the guilt.
in fact, i feel indignant la.
dunn ask me why i feel so.
cos i jus do.

i wanna go stargazing!

pimple.
$%#%&@+*$&

ciao.

2006-05-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

"More Than Words"

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me, yeah
Cause I'd already know.

What would you do (what would you do)
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I Love You

(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words
(just saying I love you, saying I love you)

Now that I've tried to (now that I've tried to)
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me, yeah
Cause I'd already know

(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words

2006-05-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

outta my mind.

2006-05-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

2006-05-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

menses came.
fuck.

i wanna go shopping!
ya-da-ya-da.
as usual.

justin is a pigg.

=))

i'm gna flunk maths.
and ss.
and chem.
and physics.
and hist.
and el.
and chi.
and wadever sub dat i've missed out.

its so hard to compromise.

one want things dat way and the other wants it just as opposite.
was the hell.
and i'm supposed to be mugging for chem.

=)

*chants*
get a job.

muahaas.

shopping!!

<3

2006-04-29T18:29:00.000+08:00

i wanna get a dream catcher.
lol.

i wanna go shopping
=)

2006-04-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

spinning one for my baby//frank sinatra

the pinky and the brain,
the pinky and the brain,
one is a genius,
the other's insane.

=)

goodbye, cruel world.
for i'm off to sleep.

<3

2006-04-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

2006-04-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

it's...breath-taking.

gta crapp.
lol.
hmmm.

oh mann.
i missed debbs.
hehs.

i'm not happy.
i dunno why.
maybe dat's why i'm unhappy.

sku has been hectic of late.
study study study.
there's gta be more to life dan mugging night and day.

so sian la.
i missed track ALOT.
and there's no time for me to train except sundays,
by which i will be too poofed to even get out of bed.

fat ah.

my phone is dying.
uugh.

if u're wondering, i've stop caring.
long ago.
so, go away.
:)

you say ur best, when you say NOTHING at all.

dun complain or whine to other's dat i treat you like glass.
becos you cann NEVER be glass.
geddit, you git?
goodbye to youu.
<3

i wanna catch a movie!
i wanna go to the beach!
hmpf.

i need a job.
being unemployed doesnt feel good.

uugh.

2006-04-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

i went to the zoo today!!
lyk erm, finally?
hehs.

my hair is so long now.
i suddenly realised.
lol.
crapps la.
i need to jian fei lerr.
been eating alot lately.
and it's all justin's fault cann.
i wonder how many meals we have to eat per day.
from one and a half meal to around 800 meals?
non-stop.
all day long we are constantly eating.
fat lerr la.

my back injury is back again.
needles.
yuck.

i still have 8 maths papers to go.
out of 8.

i dunn tink i cann finish revising even after the o's.
i cant wait for the o's to be over.
dan i cann learn alot of stuff.
muahahaas.
i wanna go pulau tioman!!
after i work for a mth.
how nice would it be if it's all expenses paid.
hor, calvin?

ged the hint??

justin cann pay if he wanna too.
i dunn mind.
as long as its all expenses paid.

i'm not a gold digger.
i just wanna put my future salary to better use.
for example, shopping, learning guitar, and eating spree!!

i've been hogging jus' com lately.
heh heh heh.

nani nani poo poo.

=P

2006-04-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love,

I'm not your superwoman...

2006-04-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

hehs.

the mean one is here.
to scream to rant to crapp.

why cant i blog wad i wan?
let me answer this qn.
becos there are UNWANTED, bo liao, losers reading it.
and once again, WHY?

why cant they jus read and shut the hell up.
this is the reason why -wadever.blogspot died.
amen.

read and shut up.
if u disagree, dan shut up.
just shut the f* up.

my blog, i blog as and when and wadever i wann.
why?

becos, ITS MY BLOG.

ah, it feels so much better to scream dan to keep it inside.
=)

back to normal.

lol.

i still miss sports day.
too bad you are not good enuff to run.
hee hee hee.

sorry for that, just cant help being mean for a moment.

for a fleeting moment, the old jeslyn came back.
oh mann.

5-7.
every weekday.
maths.

8-12.
every saturday.
maths.

0000-0000.
me, myself time.
no life lerr la.

oh crapps.

i feel lyk screaming.

[ living in a world surrounded by hypocrites~ ]

tata.

2006-04-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

hehs.
we won.
we bloody freaking won!!

lol.

aishah, cheryl,shiyi,jeslyn.
buahahahaas!!
=))

we totally burned the other ppl cann.
aishah was leading by alot when cheryl got the baton.

i was the 4th runner, supposedly the most stressed out but i became the slackiest one.
lol.
i could jog back and we'd still have clinched the gold.

theres a great difference between the medals given out by the sku and shhk.
i like shhk more.

i'm so proud of ah quek and candy.
lol.
first in every event they took part in.
hehs.

sunday.
gombak.
more screaming.

i wanna go shopping!!

=)

ciao.

2006-04-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

baby prison.

car sick? *hic*

yea!! lol.

mine mine all mine!! =))

t-rex? two fingers and sharp fork. *roars*

ben and ben and jerry's.
poor ben. chao-bin.=))

smile!! and smile somemore!!

missing....

tv....

i'm fearless!! ahh!!
=P

ermm...a hugg?? .......

i'm crazy over him.
=)

2006-04-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

i need sleep.

=)

i'm so brain dead cann
hehs.

sports day ytd.
nchs is so screwed.
if the track team organise dat event, i tink it'll be more of a success rather than a flop.

but, anyways,
i'm so proud of my juniors.
namely candy and ah quek.
i almst cried while cheering for them.
how cool.
hahaas.
they burn others by one whole stretch of the track cann.
i <3 candy.

went to the cross country's nationals on wedn.
i<3 jeanette.
lols.

we've won silver for the inter-cca relay ytd.
wad a miracle.
based on the fact dat no one has been training since gawd noes when.

first for inter-class,
but i tink we have to re-run.
eeks.

it's so cold.
and i wanna go shopping.

so poofed.
i need sleep.

at justin's house now.
so cold cann.
lol

his bro is so cute.

a/maths test tml.
e/maths remedial dan track.

gombak on sunday.

=)

2006-04-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.
i feel lyk crapping.
becos i left greenie in sku and there's no place i cann doodle.
artistic okayys.
muahahaas.

anyways, i m bored.
sports day coming up liao.
30 over more hours.
i'm lyk so dead.
i wish i cann compete against ppl from cca's such as choir or smth la.
not dat i m saying choir ppl cant runn.
jux dat they are more of indoor ppl?
forget it, the more i say, the worse it gets.
i'm not stereotyping.
jux crapping.

went to train jux now.
candy darn cute la.
she was trying to screw out my spikes dat were obviously too small for her T.
we very lameshit la.

hmm, i tink the sku gave up on discipline lerr la.
nth much is done for hps, socks, pants, skirts, noise and blahs and so forth.
hope, is all lost.
tragedy.

i'm so not gna work hard jux for others.
it's me, myself, dear1, dear2, piggy, jiarui, jiaen, gfns, greenie and myself.
i'm so selfish.

i lost my pink nike bottle ytd!
and i dunno when, where or why.
lost.
*boo hoos*!
the puma bottle feels so huge.
even the mouthpiece.
=`(

fringe in my eyes,
cant see wad's up front.

clouds on my neck,
cant see my feet.

lizard on the ceiling,
cant blog anymore.

(=

2006-04-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

GAH!

2006-04-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

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jiejie

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StRiFe Lo0veS TiFa L0cKhEarT =)—–• says:
Didi wish u good luck for this thursday's events kkays

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Must win

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jia You

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DiDi support U

connection FAILED. uugh. says:
wah, giving me stress lerr ah?

connection FAILED. uugh. says:
lol.

connection FAILED. uugh. says:
thx!!

connection FAILED. uugh. says:
hehs.

2006-04-07T15:52:00.000+08:00

this is me.
jeslyn tai junling.
i'm blogging.
lol.

walao!!
ppl, read lerr zai make accusations hor!
since when did my typing style change derr!
and i have paragraphings derr okayys!

my ex-dear dun wann me lerr!
she say i zhong se qing you.
=(

oh ya,
i wna go SHOPPING!

lol.
cant really rmb wad happened in sku la.
all i noe is dat a/maths test has been postponed 3 times lerr.
koh is so nice cann.
been feeling so slack-ish of late.
and i totally have no mood for maths.
how?!
bwahh-

lol.
something funny jux happened.
and i'm sure it's none of the GFN or 53s ppl.
you say dat you're 'stressed whenever you are arnd me'
afraid, afraid of my straightforwardness.
cant seem to express yourself becos i'm such a sensitive and strgtfwd person.
well, look who's talking.
relief is all dat i feel now.
so, i shall mutter my heart felt thanks to you, to myself.=)

hmm.
i wanna go shopping.
it seems lyk it's the only phrase i utter, screech, yell, scream, mumble these few days.
=
the freedom to blog.
realised dat i hvnt been such a potty mouth this year compared to last yr?
well, i've jus said but i m gna repeat myself to emphasize my point.
i've converted to a nice bitch.

zhiyu's msn nick is so lame cann.
tink he did too much history lerr la.

oh mann, if only there's lyk 48 hrs a day.
dan i cann get to meet my dear more often.
=(

i miss m'sia!
and my jia rui and jia en.
my aunty is pregnant!!
yayness!!
more cute little toes and round noses!!

lol.

anyway, sports day coming up.
sux.
i hope it rains.
hehs.

i took so many pixs of babies and the usb adapter is fucked up.
fuke.

long hair or short hair?
hmmm...i wish i could be decisive for once.

it's pathetic when you're obviously a hypocrite and everyone noes it, and yet you have to pretend to be sincere.
really, pathetic.

i simply cant wait for o's to be over.
dan i shall go crazy doing stupid things to my hair.
i tink sitting in front of cheryl has made me lose my mind.

i wonder why our class is being compared w sec 5 classes.
apparently, the teachers, or anyone not taking comb. sci, tinks dat comb. sci is a subj dat's so easy, it's meant for imbeciles.
well, i tink dat ppl taking c.s are smart.
imagine dat you take pure and fail one of the sci?
you cant choose alot of courses becos of dat.
wad bout L1R5?
assholes.
so what if we are noisy during lessons?
as long as we pass why should you care?
just care bout ur freaking paycheck and shut the f* up.
=)

bye.

2006-04-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

ohman..2 more weeks is prelim liao...gona die le..must really study hard..=p hmm...guess this few days nth much to write about...kinda tired..off to study ler...ciao

i miss u
<3

2006-04-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

home sweet home.
=)

one dead body, a dog's carcass, a dead chicken.
two near accidents, one real crash.

three thunderstorms.
one new house.

500 bucks.

=))

i'm back.
<3

2006-04-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

im so missing you...just hope u r safe n sound..

absence makes the heart fonder..

2006-03-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

dear! blah..malaysia for 2 days means i will gona miss u for 2 days..how?! im gona die..hahaha..ohman..do u really have to go next week =(( how i wish we have more time together...i will try my best to put aside as much time for u as possible...=)

hmm..ok heres a song...

On The Horizon

People see different things
When they look on the horizon
Do you see dark clouds rolling in fast
Cos baby they ain't gonna last
And I can't see anybody else
I can't stop looking at you
Take this dream and make it true
All I see is love, sweet love
On the horizon, oh yeah
Just one look in your deep brown eyes
And baby I'm flyin
This world could be so hard to take
Before I found you, I almost stopped trying
To see the good instead of the bad
But your hearts so true, that baby I'm cryin
And every single time we meet
I learn what love is for
It's taking less and giving more
All I see is love, sweet love
On the horizon, oh yeah
Just one look in your deep brown eyes
And baby I'm flyin
And baby I don't wanna see pain in your eyes
Cos you're the one that sets me free
There's nothing in this world that can hurt us
If it's you and me

jus <3 jes =p
*312

2006-03-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

ouch.
@#$%^$#@*#@%

2006-03-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

i gt tanned!
=)

2006-03-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

okayy, i m blogging, so stop nagging.
bug juice, yumm.
heh.

go put your records on,
tell me ur favourite song,
you go ahead let your hair down.
=)

i'm addicted.
to ben and jerry's
moos.
it's so NICE.

malaysia this weekend!!
i cann get to see my dar!!
jiarui!!
and his new sis.
=)))

I CANT WAIT!

100M, 200M, 4x100m.
training rocks socks!
can jian fei, jian fei and jian fei.
oso cann get free suntann.
oh mann, i m so attached to hg stadium.
muahahaas

3 ppl commented to me dat SOMEONE had gained weight.
it's wrong to think this way becos the old crapp jes is dead but i cant help but feel happy.
bitch.

hey fat bitch #2, dunch you walk past me lyk i dunn exist.
becos i do.
look who's the one being superficial.
grow up for once and stop blaming every shit on other ppl arnd you.
take a good look arnd, you are the FATTEST OF THEM ALL!

oops.

back to happy stuff becos i m a happy person.
well, the truth is, i'm blogging here primarily becos dear wants me to.
so, i'm crapping my ass off.
my poor ass.
=(

oh, btw, training and doing half squats not only tones your thighs, it gvs you perk buttcheeks.
unless you wanna look lyk some fat saggy bitches, dan i've nth to say.

question:
why is jeslyn is mean?
why are you so FAT?

i'm so sorry if i every made anyone's life miserable or changed them from a 'person full of crapps to one dat has to watch her words whenever she's around me.'
i can never be sensitive and straightforward all at once.
also, i'll nv forget you, neither will i forgive you.

it's jux not in my nature to accept facts.
or fats.

never.
ever.

=))

oh mann, when will be the next time i get to meet u?
i missed you!

<33

2006-03-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

"Put Your Records On"
Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes,
we got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Go, put your records on,
tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down

Sapphire and faded jeans, I
hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that afro hairdo.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.

Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans,
I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Oh,
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow

2006-03-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

oh crapps.
this has not been a good week.
only maths was great.
well, at least i unstd abit.

you can freaking hell f* urself.
i dunn give a f*

smile will ya?

<33

2006-03-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

went to the night safari w justin on sat.
it was funn!
i so love the slow loris.
and the otters
and the hippos
and the civet cats
and the elephants
and the tigers
and the pigs
heh.

sku starts tml.
oh yea=)

ugly ppl tend to have ugly thots.
just one qn left.
are they ugly becos they have ugly thots?
or becos they have ugly thots dats why they are ugly?

till next time;
<3

2006-03-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

Misunderstood//ROBBIE WILLIAMS

Trying to be misunderstood,
But it doesn’t do me any good,
Love the way they smiled at me
Held that face for eternity
Now let them all fly off,

When it comes down,
It all comes down,
And you will not be found,
When it’s over, It’s all over,
Even if I make a sound
I’ll be misunderstood,
By the beautiful and good in this city,

None of it was planned,
Take me by the hand,
Just don’t try and understand

Trying to be misunderstood,
Just a product of my childhood,
Still I find myself outside,
You can’t say I haven’t tried,
Perhaps I tried to hard,
No excuses,
I Won’t apologise,
To justify your lies,
Come find me,
Tell them to me,
Look me in the eyes

I’ll be misunderstood,
By the beautiful and good in this city,
None of this was planned,
Take me by the hand,just don’t try and understand
Can’t forgive sorry to say,
You don’t know you’re guilty anyway,
Isn’t it funny how we don’t speak the language of love?

2006-03-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

silence is easy
it just becomes me
you dont even know me
why lie about me?

so, fuck off.
=)

2006-03-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

((_0_))

2006-03-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

VIRGO//

Deep, serious, introspective, and analytical, you accept nothing at face value, and you are always probing into the hidden side or deeper meaning of situations and people. You are fascinated by the mysterious and unknown. You enjoy periods of solitude in peaceful surroundings, and need time to study, reflect, or meditate. You may be given to much daydreaming and flights of the imagination as well. The ocean has a powerful attraction for you. The study of philosophy, psychology, scientific research, metaphysics, or religion appeals to you. You are scientific in your approach to Truth.

Private, reserved, and rather secretive, there are probably very few who truly know and understand your inner thoughts, feelings, hopes, and aspirations. Unless you learn to share your deeper self more freely, and to be less of an idealistic perfectionist, you may be rather lonely.

2006-03-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

for one split second,
i thot i saw contempt, hate, disgust, shock and jealousy.

boy, you are so full of expression.
the shock factor was the greatest.
=)

the change that was nv appreciated.
jealousy?
hahahahahaha.
wad goes around comes around.
wadever you're doing now will come back to u.
believe me.
i'm a changed person.
a better one.
self confessed.
=)

once again,
me always being there for someone doesnt necessary mean dat they'll always be here for me.

so sick of the lies, bitching, and deceit.
when will it stop?

<3

2006-03-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

i was the one who let it go.
the times we had together, i dint cherish.
now its too late for regrets.

it hurts.

2006-03-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

so sick//ne-yo

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio

2006-03-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

there is just so much meanliness in me la.
but dont you tink dat life is so CONTRADICTING?
the actions and blog-posts doesnt really tally and i wonder why.

ahem.
okayy, enuff of personal attacks.
teeheehee.

here's a song.

"Banana Pancakes"JACK JOHNSON

Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside...
But Baby,
You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

And we could pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside

But just maybe, laka ukulele
Mommy made a baby
Really don't mind the practice
Cause your my little lady
Lady lady love me
Cause I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no world outside

And we could pretend it all the time
Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need aint no need
Mmmm MMmmm
Cant you see cant you see
Rain all dayAnd I don't mind.
The telephone is singing
Ringing its too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to we got everything
We need right here
And everything we need is enough
Just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms
Don't really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, yeah wake up slow
You hardly even notice
When I try to show you thisSong is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just raining
Aint no need to go outside
Aint no need,
Aint no need
Rain all day and I really really really don't mind
Can't you see cant you see,
You gotta wake up slow

jack johnson is so HOT.

2006-03-09T18:24:00.000+08:00

me being there for someone always doesnt necessary mean that they'll be there for me always.

think about it.
=)

2006-03-06T12:07:00.000+08:00

a state of confusion.

i missed track.

2006-03-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

my horoscope for 1st, 2nd of march:

you need to take a deep breath and spend some quality time thinking about ... well, your very own precious self. Are you expending too much energy on others? Are you running yourself ragged to keep other folks happy? Is it time they learned to deal with their own problems for a change? It's time to consider these questions.

my interpretion:
why shuld i care about others?
wad the hell.
me, jeslyn and i.
the earth does not revolve round the sun.
but me, me and me and me.
their problems?
my problem?
heck.
=)

but seriously it's quite accurate la.
been feeling darn shagged over problems dat are so not mine.
it's jux lyk why shuld i bother myself w other ppl's problems when they themselves dont give a shit bout it?
if u wanna do smth dan do it.
if u wanna throw away what you've worked so hard to achieve, dan go ahead.
i dun care.

i'd rather be irresponsible dan be freaking tired.
once again, all for nth.

bel's back!
omg.
so happy cann!

=))

2006-03-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

"The Importance Of Being Idle"

I sold my soul for the second time
Cos the man, he don't pay meI begged my landlord for some more time
He said "Son, the bills waiting"

My best friend called me the other night
He said "Man, are you crazy?"
My girlfriend told me to get a life
She said "boy, you lazy"

But I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A mans got a limit
I cant get a life if my hearts' not in it

I lost my faith in the summertime
Cos it don't stop raining
The sky all day's as black as night
But I'm not complaining

I begged my doctor for one more line
He said "Son, words fail me"
It ain't no place to be killing time
But I guess I'm just lazyI don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A mans got a limit
I cant get a life if my hearts' not in it

2006-02-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

dont fucking gv me attitude when u're the one who's wrong.
i dont fucking take this kinda shit.
i dont fucking care either.
if u dont want it, dan say it out loud.
lyk i said, i dont fucking give a shit.
you cann do wadever u lyk and i'll still be me.
=)

sometimes i wonder why i even bother to care when no one does.
and it doesnt even concern me to start w.
all for nothing.
i'm such a busybody.
act lyk as if i am the one who benefit from it all in the end.
bloody fuck.

i dont wanna care and i dun wanna trouble myself w other ppl's fucking problem.
how's dat for being kind?

go eat shit la.
cheerios~
=)

2006-02-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

"Upside Down"//JACK JOHNSON

Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say
I can't do everything
Well I can try
And as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste
Well it all keeps spinning spinning round and round and

Upside down
Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away

Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Is this how it's supposed to be
Is this how it's supposed to be

2006-02-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

today i turned on my laptop and found it fixed, scanned, programs updated and there are loads of new songs!
thx cal!
=)

hahaas.

falling in love w chinese songs cann.
all thx to cal la.
but as much as i love them i couldnt quite catch the lyrics.
=

sui bian la.

common tests are over.
finally.
the end of chionging.
and the start of a long term chionging.
studying gvs me a weird sense of satisfaction.
siao liao la.
i cant wait to go study w dear.

i hvnt flunk anything yet.
love my geog and chem score.
el's not bad, but it still sux.
yes, i m greedy.
=)
i totally hate my hist score.
gta jiayouu liao!
i wonder how much i gt for a/maths.
it's lyk after a/maths jiu no mood to study for anything else lerr lo.
hope i dunn flunk my physics la.
anyhow do lor.
dunno how to calculate.

ciao.

2006-02-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

i'll nv meet anyone at cp at night ever.
period.

ask debb wad happened.

2006-02-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahaha
i love josh la.
or rather his sis.
she called sebas uncle!
muhahahaas!
so happy cann.

i very mean la.

been really serious mood swings these few days.
normal days are bad enuff.

tml is the start of common test.
i wanna and shuld be gg to the beach on tue.
cant wait.
for now, i must chiong a/maths.
cant fail.

sheesh.

need another runner for relay team.
anyone interested?

sometimes i feel lyk a bitch, the bad kind.

the art of manipulation..
=)

2006-02-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

i shall not go on to blog bout what happened and stuff.
it's pointless and i dont want to bore ppl.
i'll not bother to clear the air or explain myself.
i'd rather be misunderstood if i have to.

it's time to move on.
=)

2006-02-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

I know that look in your eyes
It's like I've seen you before about a million times
In another life, in another life maybe,
you must've been mine.

beautifully broken,
sinking like a stone.

<3

2006-02-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

someone close to me had once said dat if suspicion exists in a relationship, be it of any kind, will be damaging and trust wouldnt exist.

cliched but true.

if u have any doubts dan go ahead and clarify it.
i hate it when ppl become paranoid.

wadever la.
i'm jux very disappointed and disgusted by how things had turned out.
ask me no qns and i shall tell you no lies.

i had a great v day.
single, and loving it?
muahahaas.

thx ashley for the pink nike water bottle.
i dint realised it when i bot it too.
i gave mine to z.
he looks kinda hot w a pink bottle.
=)

i wann W800i!!
where's santa?!
lol.

shopping is good for health.
<3

2006-02-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

bel, my rates increase liao,
200 bucks per entry space.
=)

so poofed.
how am i supposed to go to sku tml?
valentine's day.
i'm not single.
neither is shiyi.
=))

2006-02-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

jeslyn's laptop has got alot of interesting pictures.
lots of pictures of babies and me.
oh, i'm belinda the dumb-bell by the way.
i'm here, having absolutely nothing to do.
i love you jeslyn, happy valentine's day.
why dunch you wna go out with zack the ass?
he's such a good catch, he's got the bod, the cash and the height.and i agree with you, he can be a porn star.
when are you coming back?
i missed you.i hvnt seen you for 3 hrs and i'm gna go crazy from missing you.
my blog is dead for two years now. can i share this blog with you?
i'll pay u the usual charges, 20 cents a year.
please? pretty please?

2006-02-12T18:03:00.000+08:00

i'm poofed.
and i've finally found a laptop in this deserted studio.
hahaas.

i feel so degraded here lah.
dont ask me why.
i dont even noe wad the hell i m doing here w this bunch of z-grade bimbos.
shrieking and deh-ing at everything in sight.
boy, do i feel mature, or i'd say, old.
it's little wonder why Mark is 10% amused and 90% pissed.
and i thank god geraldine is free today to do the show together.
having dinner now.
pizza, mark's treat.
the bimbos, needless to say, are afraid of calories and carbs and fat and wadever rubbish to enjoy the fun of eating.

i sound so mean, but it's the truth, it feel so unreal being here among ppl the same age as me and acting lyk 3 yr olds.
we still have to teach them blending of colors and how to dress quickly.
wth.

anyway, shit aside, i had some fun w geraldine jux now.
hahaas.
we were experimenting all the makeup, esp mascara.
geraldine had eyelashes lyk spider leggs.
so gross cann.
and i still lyk loreal, silky girl and ZA.
the stage is kinda wide so we were dancing up there during lunch break.
ppl thot we madd lerr la.
but heck, fun comes before sanity.

mark had better stop rolling his eyes.
he looks lyk he's having a convulsion or something.
lol.
today was supposed to be a rather easy day if not for all those things.
is this what ppl call instant dislike?
bwahahaas.

i'm feeling good today, partly becos i'm having fun, partly becos i've made two new friends, partly becos of training ytd, partly becos i do not feel at all inferior, and lastly, partly becos there wont be ppl judging me today.
:)

chatted w dear the other day before, during and after tuition the other day.
and we've agreed dat some ppl, namely some are so des-per-rate.
i mean, when they get to noe someone of the opp sex, they expect feelings to develop and stead or something.
despo ryte?
cant girls and guys jux be friends?
you noe as in, buddies?
lyk z and cal?
hahaas.
i wonder wad's on their mind whenever they get to noe a new person.
'when will we stead?'
'he/she is hot, will she/he fall for me?'
'i'm hot, when'll he/she fall for me?'
'i wonder if he/she'll fall for me?'
'i cant wait to marry him/her.'
i'm blogging bout tis becos i've noticed a few friends around me w this kinda concept.
it's so wrong.

2006-02-12T17:34:00.000+08:00

BREAKDOWN//JACK JOHNSON

I hope this old train breaks down
Then I could take a walk around
And, see what there is to see
And time is just a melody

All the people in the street
Walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roll through town
And though my windows got a view
The frame im looking through
Seems to have no concern for now
So for nowI need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown

This engine screams out loud
Centipede gonna crawl westbound
So I don't even make a sound
Cause it's gonna sting me when I leave this town

All the people in the street
That i'll never get to meet
If these tracks don't bend somehow
And I got no time
That I got to get to
Where I don't need to be

So I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
But I cant stop now
Let me break on down

But you cant stop nothing
If you got no control
Of the thoughts in your mind
That you kept in, you know
You don't know nothing
But you don't need to know

The wisdoms in the trees
Not the glass windows
You cant stop wishing
If you don't let go
But things that you find
And you lose, and you know
You keep on rolling
Put the moment on hold
The frames too bright
So put the blinds down low

I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown

2006-02-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

one of the common things i get to hear everyday,
jeslyn, u very crapp cann.
jeslyn, please stop crapping.
jeslyn, please stop singing.
jeslyn, u're a nonsense queen.
jeslyn, cann u stop being so lazy.
jeslyn, u need to diet.
jeslyn, u're so gross.

moral of the story is, everyone loves jeslyn.
=)

2006-02-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

i hate zheng bo hu.
if you are having pms, dont ever try to take it out on poor me and then justify all ur fucking anger by some shyte bull.
if u're not happy, fine, jux die.
you noe, drop dead, hang urself, stabb urself w a rusty penknife, commit hara kiri, get urself dead drunk, jumping from a building, etc, etc?
why take it out on poor junling?
she's jux an innocent girl who likes to talk to herself.
a passing comment kills?
i hope it had.
i rli do.

anyway, i used to respect and like zheng bo hu alot.
used.
the past.
no longer.
too bad, so sadd.
boo-hoo!

i'll treat u the way u treat me.

call me childish or wadever.
it's what i'm and it's who i'm.

<3

2006-02-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

the beach the beach, we are gg to the beach!
beach beach beach!!

the very first pix, decent. things started gg downhill and crazy after this.

my standard retarded face, zhiying looked kinda shocked.

do we look lyk we are frenching? muahahaas.

the tide came in.

and went out again.

i told you zhiying is my mistress liao, and she's faithful.

not lyk this woman here. zhiying<3 me kayys.

*faints*

we are gna kill ourself.

my dearies!!

ugly star la

starbucks! all that drinks in one day!

so les.

see my dear looloo?*shiny~*

my dream home.

guess where? STARBUCKS.

i look tired. which was true.

*faints*, for the second time.

i look so sian. dear looks so energetic.she siao derr lor.
.

limegreen, orange, charles and keith.

.

i'm such a pro.

sick still gt mood to zilian.

see dat red nose?

2006-02-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

eh dear ah,
its love and lust lar.
you're so flirty, dat's lust.
i'm so lovable, dat's love.
=p

crapps la.

v day coming real soon.

should be sending my hp for repairs nxt wk.
so bothered by it cann.
keep on throwing hissy fits.
very fed up la.
i've already saved $8.40 for my future phone.
someone please praise me.
at least i m saving kayys.
if only i dint go for tuition .
dan i shall have 260 bucks more.
wth.
wadever la.
gta find a second job soon,
i dunn wanna be a squatter.

shawn gave me a rose the other day.
so lol.
but, aw, nice.

z owes me a bed of roses.
rmb hor z, a bed of it.
king size bed derr.

muhahaaas.

i miss starbucks at united square.
=(

soonsoon say i should not gt into a relationship frm 18 to 22.
and it's not advisable to get into one now either.
shall jux stay single for the rest of my life la.

suddenly no mood to crapp liao.
ciao.